“Baby-buc!”, as I call you.

And now finally it’s over… all the thoughts and ideas, the learnings that had to happen, the feelings and emotions, the mental states I was in — they are all gone.

We now have it all in the state it needs to be in, in the context in which we live in, during this time we put ourselves in to be ready for what comes again.

Today all this happened at back of a message that was sent and received as it had to be sent and received, with the same emotion and feeling, with the same lesson learned along the way.

Being brave when being in that state of mind, believing in what you believe, knowing that the energy you feel might not be even slightly matched.

Being supportive to yourself in those moments of joy and sorrow, holding on to truths you know about and make sense to hold on to even though what surrounds you agrees not.

What you ask for is based on what you showcase to the world, on who you face yourself as, on the reality which you choose to live in.

There is a starting point and the lower you have it, the harder it gets to not want to jump back to who you are in reality and demand what you are meant to.

Choosing who you want to attract based on how much you are willing to sacrifice the desire of rejection due to its addiction you’re already so much controlled by.

Is it really worth it and for how long you think you should stay in that state? Are you not yet tired of it already? What’s the point and what for? Really! What needs to happen for you to finally let this all go?